Hello again. It’s back. The darkness. Heaviness.
I have reasons!!
My day was frustrating at work. My boss micromanages me. I should have her job. I should actually have her boss’s job. But I made poor career choices five years ago and now here I am.
My kids are fighting constantly.
My house is such a mess and my kids won’t help me clean it up. The clutter causes me so much anxiety.
I just want to blot it out. Numb out.
I’ll look elsewhere for my dopamine. Video games. Candy. Porn. How pathetic. I know how to get healthy dopamine. All the ways – job, kids, house, relationship. All are fucked.
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