Divided, she went with rowan all day to a softball tournament. I took nova and Henrik (and the dog) to Steveston for CANADA Day festivities and to visit family. I found the whole day very hard. Also wasn’t on dex today. So tired. Everything felt like an effort. It’s easy to tell myself it’s my own fault or just my perspective on days like this, rather than seeing it as someone else’s fault. I mean, it never is another persons fault, right?
So I’ve been with kids all day. Then Henriks friend Boaz came over for a sleepover four hours ago – Something Carrie had arranged two weeks ago and “forgot about”. And by the way, she’s also going to go out when she gets home. Going over to Meagan’s house to drink with her. Very vague about who is there or how wasted Meagan will be. So Illl just stay here and take Henrik, Boaz and Nova to the park and then put four kids to bed. It’s fine.
I don’t think I’m in love with her anymore.
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