The way I felt on September 22? I don’t feel that way anymore.
That feeling has since been replaced with a feeling of gratitude for my beautiful, clever, loving wife and my beautiful child. I have everything I need and want for nothing. Sure there may be things that no longer fit in my life but that’s OK. I have come to terms with it and no longer live wishing my life were different. What a goddamn relief. That was the kind of thinking that splits marriages and leaves bastard children.