Why?

Feeling so sad. Not sure why. Is this a creeping depression? Scared of having a baby. Afraid of being married. Afraid of things never changing. Ashamed of the way I am right now – self loathing and bitter. Afraid of not being able to do whatever I want: deploy overseas, be young and full of possibilities, have finished my degree, have a significant and respectable career. All these regrets and fears. I must overcome.

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