democrazy

I’m guilty. it’s true. I was working on the westside today and i actually went out of my way to drive by her house… twice. and here’s the creepiest part. the first time i drove by i didn’t just drive by. it was sunny out and i thought maybe she’d be lying in her backyard tanning. so i parked and walked over to the fence to see if i could see her. i didn’t. i got back in my car and went back to work.

there’s certain things that i won’t ever write in here.

i have a pinched nerve in my neck and another in my right shoulder blade. it hurts whenever i am exerting myself, which is pretty well all day.

tomorrow i have to phone about getting renter’s insurance. I also need to call the Canadian Firearms Center place about getting my firearms license. devitt, rob, ward and i are going to arm. in order to possess and acquire a gun in canada you must pass a written and practical test based on the Canadian Firearms Safety Course. in order to possess and acquire a restricted firearm in canada you must additionally take the Canadian Restricted Firearms Safety Course. Restricted firearms include handguns, semi-automatics with a barrel length of less than 470mm and firearms that can fire after being reduced, by folding, telescoping or otherwise to a length of less than 660mm. I plan on getting a handgun or possibly a semi-auto rifle. Shit is going to go down in my life-time. Our society WILL crumble in my lifetime and I don’t want to be one of the ones without a gun when our society is in total anarchy. Also starting planning with rob on an emergency safe location away from the city. Ideally a place within distance of one tank of gas with fertile land, fresh water supply etc.