whatever and everything

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i got your text this morning. i guess i didn't really know how to reply to that. at first i thought it was really sweet and it made me smile. i thought fondly of you. it felt really good to hear you compliment me, to think i am hot, to sound like you wanted me, to say you wanted me. then i thought, how many other guys is she leading on like this? i can't be the only one cause if that was the case she and i would have no problem being together. i guess i just sensed a lack of consistency. to have you say you want me lacked integrity, cause i don't think that is the case. i want you so badly that it hurts, and then i just think of how you don't really want me and then it REALLY hurts. that i feel i'm being lied to. that i feel you're using me like you use so many other guys, whatever guy is around to fill that void you feel.

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    Jeff

    from Cuba?

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