endorphins for the love of god

My counsellor tells me I need to not think so much about my “problems” and finding “solutions” to them. It’s fine for me to be intellectual, she says, but I just need to curb the amount that I think obsessively about my perceived struggles.

My counsellor also tells me I need to spend some time on pampering myself. I feel like my whole existence is that.

I went to the Vancouver Art Gallery today. Saw the Picasso exhibit. I had a bunch of thoughts. But nothing i want to write about. I know I am going to be famous eventually, i guess that’s all.

Been wanting to smoke bad lately.

Been running everyday, still. It’s a habit now.

My PowerBook is a fucking piece of shit. I hate it’s treachorous guts, the fucking defunct, overpriced bitch ass computer.

I’m stressed. I am going for a run. Running feels like mild opiates by about the ten minute mark.

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  1. february11 Avatar

    we may be the same person

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