lorea

I can’t recall ever feeling “in love” with someone, but I think I’m in love with her.
I don’t want to be with anyone else.
She is so attractive.I am so attracted to her.
I hug her and I get turned on.
She fascinates me.
I can’t stop looking at her.
She looks at me and smiles and doesn’t turn away and it feels unreal.
She’s so beautiful and I can’t believe we love each other so much.
We’ve talked about it and we’ve decided what we feel between one another is love.
We are both unsure what being “in love” is supposed to mean, but it must feel pretty close to this.
I had never “made love” before until tonight. We had the most amazingly intimate moment, I was with her spiritually, emotionally and physically and I thought I could die in that moment satisfied. I could have stayed there forever. We were so mutually in love with that moment together, emeshed as one, a perfect union of bodies expressing so accurately the mutual connection and love shared for one another.
When a love for another human being could not seem stronger then they tell you they love you back just as much and you feel like your heart and brain and body will explode with joy.
She makes me want to be a better person.
She makes me happy for everything I have worked for in my life to be at this moment in my life.
She is intelligent and says things that I have never thought about before in my life. She challenges me intellectually.
We share the same spiritual upbringing and are in similar spiritual places now in life.
We have so much to share with one another.
I haven’t lied or decieved her in anyway, and don’t need to. She totally accepts me how I am, all my defects and imperfections and honestly tells me she loves me.
I used to wake up every morning and my first thought would be “cigarette”. I woke up this morning and my first thought was of Lorea.
I have no jealous fear cause I know how she feels about me is special and unique.
I’m so crazy about this girl and I can’t look at her and can’t believe she feels so totally the same way about me.
She says things about me that I am thinking about her.
I know I’m infatuated, and it feels amazing.