profound

Rent day and I almost forgot. I made it to Raymar Realty to give them my cash 5 minutes before close. I haven’t even been a day late for paying rent since I moved in here 5 months ago. On the counter was ICBC’s statistics for the top 10 highest accident locations in the GVRD. I drove through 7 of the top 10 intersections today.

My flu/cold whatever sickness may be receding.

I have nothing really to complain about. I’m pretty content. Nay, I am pretty satisfied today right now.

I had coffee with my old sponsor a few days ago. He is moving to L.A. to make some records with a certain Metallica producer, the distance being the reason that I had to find a new sponsor. He told me that I’ve changed an unbelievable amount, the I’ve come a long way this time around, sober for 9 months. I though he was jjust flattering me so I asked for specifics. He mentioned moving in to my own place, maintaining a steady job and not just a coffee-shop job, actually doing the step work, and that I’m not a sketchy skid anymore. He said the my change has been profound and the most drastic change he’s seen in a person in that short a time. I liked hearing that. It was encouraging cause I don’t really feel I’ve changed much cause it happened so gradually from my perspective. However, in one instance I reflect on what I used to write in my blog, what I used to write a year ago. My writing style, my thinking, my feelings, my personality have totally changed as reflected in my writing.

Watching snowflakes melt on the windshield reminds me of crystalized dope melting into liquid in a blown test-tube pipe. Time the melting cycle. snowflake… 1… 2… 3… 4… liquid…. wiper…. snowflake… 1… 2… 3… 4… liquid… wiper…

Glad I blog.