I’m sure when you said “this may hurt a little” it was a mental note regarding harm done to yourself to rid yourself of your demons rather than hurting others through what you right. Atleast, that’s what I would guess given your last post on other people assuming everything to be about them. hmm. well… uh… don’t feel alone cause i feel (or think, rather) pretty much the same shit in my head all day about everyone as well. Cept i end up directing more of that hatred back at myself, cause the fuckin fellowship has convinced me that i am at the root of all my problems and that all hatred is MY issue, that really no problems are inherant in the universe, but instead are experiential and entirely subjective. So this leads me to want to buy a gun. shoot myself, shoot you, i dunno. i just wanna go on a killing rampage sometimes. i figure life’s a sick game, and i’m not really laughing. I’m not having fun. I try to play by the rules but the rules leave me losing. sorry for the rant comment. you got me thinkin.
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