I’m up abnormally early this morning. I woke up at 9am. I slept hours and feel really energized and excited that I got out of bed early and have the whole day ahead of me. I conquered my inability to get out of bed through prayer. I wake up whenever I want to, with the aid of an alarm clock then before I get the thought of how nice it would be to go back to bed I drop to my mutherfuckin knees and pray. I usually pray something to the effect of “please help me to stay sober and do what it is that you have planned for me today. take away my difficulties so that I can better do you will.” It’s necessary that I pray in a secular sort of way cause I am so strongly put off by christian-anything.
I am going to a 10am meeting and then breakfast. Then gonna continue the job search.
I think this blog used to be a lot cooler. It used to be more of a journal… now it’s more of a record of events. Hmm. Maybe it’s me, not my blog that’s changed. Maybe my blog is lame now that I’m sober and getting more sane.
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