I entered a competition today. It was a video competition set up by my ex-school, BCIT. If and when I win, I will win a Panasonic DV camera. I’m pretty excited. My chances are good of winning.
I am so fucking irritable, restless and discontent right now. God hates me. Aghhh… so, i figure my current state is a result of my shitty connection with my higher power. Also contributing to my recent frequent thoughts about getting loaded. I’m glad I haven’t. Really fucking glad. I don’t want that. But the part of me that does inside me is growing. Please, god I need to finish my fucking 4.
Why do I feel such anxiety about her. Guilt, anxiety, restlessness. fuck. Wish i could deal.
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