THE FACTS:
• I’m clean and sober
• I’m doing everything I can to get better and lead a healthy life
• My thinking is getting better everyday and I am feeling better every day.
• If you are smoking meth still, your thinking is really fucked. I was there. I know this.
Smoking meth causes your brain to function abnormally. Whenever I was not so loaded that I couldn’t think or feel I felt entirely shitty about myself. If you are at all like I was, You may feel the same. Here you find yourself in a place of resentment and blame which is currently directed at me.
But really, I don’t know why you bother with me. Why do you give a fuck about me? If you think you don’t then you don’t need to read my blog. If you think that anything I am doing with my life these days, including cutting my arm open, has the slightest thing to do with you let me clarify — it doesn’t.
Anyway, I’m happy to be sober today. Anyone who reads my blog knows that I am clean. Hopefully, one day I’ll be in a position to show someone a solution to their problem like I was shown a solution.
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