If you read this

if you come looking for me:

(if you ever cared)

i always wanted you to care

to really, sincerely care.

I always thought i cared about you

and I really do want to.

It’s hard when there’s a third member in the mix.

sorry i dissappeared.

I may return again.

likely come out of the woodwork.

but i haven’t decided when that will be.

I’m trying to not fail school.

I’m trying to fulfill my dreams

and discover if i can truly

be content and happy.

I just wish you the same.

and don’t take this as goodbye.

i (don’t) know where that always leads me.